Auditing (Muhasbah) Shaykh Hisham Kabbani
O ye you believe! Fear God, and let every soul look to what (provision) he has sent forth for the morrow. Yea, fear God, for God is well acquainted
with (all) that ye do. Suratul-Hashr, 59:18
This verse shows that the soul, not the body, has to pr provision for the next life. That is why you must begin keel track of all your negative issues. This can only be done by taking up the weapon of the pen against your enemy, the ego.
How do you audit yourself?
(Umar ibn al-Khattab, the second caliph of the Prophet said:
Judge yourselves before you are judged; and weigh your actions in the balance before they are weighed; When you are brought to account tomorrow, it will be much easier for you if you have already brought yourself to account today…
This step involves auditing yourself by keeping a journal your deeds, much as the Recording Angels are doing. Once you begin noting down the wrong actions that you do throughout the day, you will end up with a journal full of negative issues.
Those who do not take account cannot repent. How do they know they have done something wrong? When you audit yourself, you will see your wrongdoing. Anyone who fails to stop his wrong action is an oppressor, a tyrant.
Of course everyone is doing wrong, but only those who fail to repent are oppressors. Do not just say at the end of the day, "O God, I committed many mistakes today, forgive me." Rather you must write them down and repent for each mistake in turn.
Analysing your Auditing
Then turn the page for the next day. The next day you make mistakes, and you write them down. Then you correlate them to see if they are new ones or the same. In this way, you enter a period of self-discovery, identifying all kinds of bad manners and harmful traits that you never actually realized that you had.
These bad characteristics thereby become known to you, and so you must repent from them. God will remove the ones who do so from the "list of oppressors."
Continue to record your bad characteristics and bad manners every day. In three to six months, you will have found 200 to 300 bad characteristics. When you eliminate these, you will be ready to receive the manifestations that come to someone titled "disciple."
After you decide to repent, and you begin to audit yourself and observer your base desires, your real journey begins. In your audit, you will discover what you have done wrong.
Then you must repent from your bad actions and vices. Write down every forbidden act you have committed and decide for yourself whether you will do that act again, or move forward and improve.
Most of us go into Maintenance Mode –which is, we will do bad actions and then ask for Forgiveness, which is ok but no spiritual progress. So actually we have stagnated our spiritual states in this mode and have No increase. What is needed by progress isn’t Maintenance Mode but finding remedies- cures- resolutions to our sickness. And this is were Analysing the self-Auditing should take us, towards Real spiritual progress rather retrogression-process of deteriorating or declining.
Were many of us seem to end up, there are some reasons, like the times we live in, the food we eat, as for the food we eat please read reference
Illicit (Haraam) and Suspect Food-Imam –Haddad which I’ve also added some notes to
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But here is something l'd like to mention about it!
Haram consumption includes; Stomach-Food, Tongue-Backbiting, lying (20 sins of Tongue), Ears-Music (not all), eyes-gazing, and there are only 7 ways the heart can be effected by haraam 4 have been mentioned all. Bad actions or falling into forbidden actions block-veil-darken the heart of no light Iman of heavenly spiritual power is able to travel into the heart
Notes in Blue by Muhammad Sajad Ali ……..
….People take their beads and make remembrance of God, dhikr . However, the correct way is not to do dhikr first. The correct way is to eliminate your mistakes first. To recite " Allah, Allah" 5,000 times may take fifteen minutes.
To recite "La ilaha ill Allah" 1,000 times may take seven minutes. Such practices are simple, but what is truly difficult is to prevent yourself from looking at what is forbidden. Grandshaykh (‘Abd Allah Daghastani said that if you see something wrong once, it is not written against you; however, the second look is forbidden. If you see something wrong, look away and say, "O my Lord, that is prohibited."
This is far better than doing 500 obligations. Leaving one forbidden thing is more valuable to God because it is stepping on your ego and leaving a sin for His sake. It is very difficult to leave something that you desire, that the ego wants, yet this is what we need to do.
Do not leave dhikr; but also work every day to eliminate your sins. For each one that you have counted, you have to say, Astaghfirullah-I repent and I am not going to repeat that sin."
That is the level of auditing. That is the level of reaching the point where every soul must check what it has provided for its future.
The other interesting subject matter mentioned in the book by shaykh Hisham is in Chapter 17.
Imam Qushayri noted, 800 forbidden acts. There are 500 acts we are ordered to do and 800 forbidden acts not to do.
17th Bad Character traits :-Of the 800 forbidden acts – 477 are grave ones, and if a can eliminate the 16 Bad Characterises as explain in the text, it becomes easy to avoid indulging in remaining forbidden acts.
This was so interesting I wanted to share, and it is a note reference above about the 500 obligations.
The book is divided into;
1-17 -Bad Characterises
1-10 –Steps to Discipleship - being a Murid
1-6 -the Six Realities of the Heart
The Sufi Science of Self-relisation'- A Guide to the Seventeen Ruinous Traits, the Ten Steps to Discipleship, and the Six Realities of the Heart. by Shaykh Hisham Kabbani Only registered users can see links on this forum! Register or Login on forum! |