Sisters,
forgive my ignorance but I am troubled.
Yesterday, I was working with an elder.
I did not agree with his words but I did not say it because it is an elder.
The I was so troubled that I had a very agitated night and I woke up darkened.
I dont know what to do.
I have been a women for so long that I seen to be a terrible dervish.
I do not regret my attitude with the elder but I was not sincere and it is killing me inside.

What should I do?